Another Sleepless Night

So here I am awake at 5 in the morning.... Big Shock
I wish that i was able to sleep becuase I have alot to do tomorrow..well i guess that would be today. I have lots of homework to get done, I am babysitting Dylan again, and i still have unpacking to do.

Since I am awake i figured i would do alittle blogging and maybe it would put me to sleep.

What I am about to say i realised along time ago but it hit me again today, and for some reason really bugged me i guess.

I realised today that the i dont really have anything to say to the people that i used to be really good friends with. I was sitting in class last night and It was probably the quitest i had been during that class ever. It was just uncomfortable sitting with the person i was sitting with, we used to talk about almost anything and have a great time but not anymore. It is not just this person that it is like that with. I realised this along time ago, but it was very noticable today during class.

I am glad that i know who my true friends are, and even though i am going to miss the friendships that i had with those people i am in the end better off without them because they were not good enough friends to stick by me just becuase i got a new friend. I wish that it was different but i am better off without friends that will not support my decisions.

I just hope that these next three months go by fast so that i can get out of this town....

Well i am going to try and get some sleep

loves and kisses